Friday, September 25, 2009
The Beach.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
9/23/09 Dream
In my dream I was at a huge indoor swap meet type place. It was me, my mom, and my aunt from my mom's side. We were all just looking around at the clothes. We turn the corner and there was a stand that sold nothing but coats. I saw a beautiful dark blue coat with detailed brass buttons. I looked through all of them to find my size and it wasn't there, so I was really sad. We continued to walk through the swap meet, and there was different sections of ethnic candy, Japanese candy on one side and Mexican on another. It was then that my aunt said something really funny that I can't remember ( and this is probably when Adrienne heard me laughing in my sleep). This is all I can remember of this dream.
I did have another dream last night. It was pretty simple, I dreamed that this guy who I think is realllllly cute took me out on a date in downtown La Jolla. It was a great date =P haha. That's it for last night... I'm also thinking about doing an analysis of my dreams, I have a dream book =]. I'll probably do an analysis for my dreams on a weekly basis. Until tomorrow...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Scary Shiz
So here is my first dream entry. Last night night I had one of the scariest dreams I have EVER had. After I woke up I thought about the dream for about an hour, trying to calm down.
The dream....
In my dream I am pregnant, and the father is a guy I knew in high school. I am freaked out that I'm pregnant but I know I have to tell my parents. I know they are going to freak out, but they are the most loving and supportive parents I could ask for, so I know that everything will be okay. I am just disappointed in myself because the same thing ( in real life) happened to my sister, she got pregnant and dropped out of college. Anyway, so I gather the courage to tell my parents, and when I tell them, of course they flip out but my Dad snaps. He doesn't get mad or upset, he's completely rational. And for a while it seemed like he was debating with himself. Then he tells me its okay, and that he is just going to kill me so he will always remember me as his little angel, and he can forget about this horrible thing I did.
Meanwhile I'm like so shocked I'm completely confused. My mom on the other hand doesn't disagree and just goes along with me Dad.
That night there was supposed to be a party that was being thrown by the father of my baby (and he didn't know he got me pregnant, and I wasn't planning on telling him). My Dad said I could go to the party to tell everyone goodbye.
I get to the party and I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do, because I know my Dad is serious and he's going to kill me. Not only is he going to kill me but I overheard him saying he was going to remove the baby from my womb before burying me so he could pretend I was his little angel still.
I was barely at the party 5 minutes when I get a call from my Dad saying he decided the party wasn't a good idea and that he was coming to pick me up. I argue with him and he says I have 5 minutes to hide before he gets there. The party took place at a huge mansion, but I figured my best bet was making a run for it.
I get to the parking lot and drive off, I know I can't go to my friends house, so I figure I should go back to my school in San Diego and stay there.
( a little side note: there are no cars, only motorcycles)
While driving to San Diego I hear my Dad talking, and it turns out hes on the freeway too with my Mom and hes saying that their best bet is to go to San Diego because I'm not dumb enough to stay with a friend. (they don't see me on the freeway) They kind of pass me and I fall behind listening to them hoping they don't see me. Then my Dad looks in his mirror and spots me. I try to exit the freeway but they catch up and my Dad restrains me.
They take me back home and tie me up. At this point I'm sobbing, and pleading for my life, but there is no reasoning with the crazy. Then my Dad goes to get the tools to extract my unborn child, so I try to plea with my Mom.
It turns out she isn't crazy and she is just playing along with my Dad because if she doesn't he'll kill her too, so I beg her to let me go so we can run away. She refuses saying he'll kill her, I keep begging hoping that her love for me will convince her to save me. Turns out she rather save herself than her own daughter. As my Dad is walking back, my room mates alarm goes off and I wake up....saved by the bell.
